In Remembrance

[Idiotic Bandicoot]

(originally drafted 3/11/2008) {then playing 12:5 - pain of salvation}

Hasn't been a day since we ended it that I wondered I I did the right thing and if I had the right to decide what was best for both of us even without asking her. In retrospect I realise I was wrong and should have given it more time. I always felt she was ashamed of me and that's why i did what i did. An older version of me laughs at my paranoia, and maybe four year older version will look in contempt. But I miss her(I cant believe I'm saying this!!!)(Well I am) She was an amazing little thing, not many understood her, and an year later(two in a few months) I realise I don't either.
Hypocritical that I am, my drawbacks have been the same as those of people who I give a hard time. Well I guess a contradictory and a mildly suicidal mind are the symptoms.
It will all end....I guess...




(I was done with this l0o0o0oong back, i just hope wherever she is, she's happy :P :D)